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December 18, 2012 / another1ofthose

A young guy’s memories


Do you remember when you were younger, when all you ever thought about was “porn”?

Do you remember when you used to round up all your friends and watch a 2000 LL porn movie on a desktop computer that used to have a windows 98 O.S? Remember when you used to share porn pictures with your friends on floppy disks (Wow! Talking about the Stone Age here)? Do you remember when you used to hear all of your friends stating how big are that woman’s boobs and how fine is her pussy? While you were just fantasizing about that manly rod and just thinking how big it was. It felt weird at that time!

I was a child back then. You do know how a rugby ball looks like, right? Well let’s just say that at 12 years old, I was pointed at the tips and round at the middle (Yeah, I was fat alright). And I barely had the balls to talk to a girl, at that time. Fortunately for us humans, we grow up and change.

Enough talks about my childhood let us move on to the teen years.

Well in my teenage years, I rocked! I had this girlfriend whom I really liked and to add to that I wasn’t fat anymore (talking about luck!). My fantasy was still lurking in the dark, but you know what the first step usually is “denial”. Yup I was “straight” to everyone I know, including myself until I started Google-ing the phenomena (Scary word, don’t you think?) and made a discovery; the discovery of my life “the DECENT manjam” (Sarcasm!). Yup! All of a sudden I was no longer straight, I was bisexual (the 2nd step in the denial process).

So I started chatting with guys and getting to know myself better. I met a guy or two for coffee or just a cruise around town (I’m not into night stands, like AT ALL), I dated fewer guys and I seemed to like it. So it’s not until recently (2 years ago that is) that I shook hands with myself and declared myself as GAY.

Nonetheless, I am still that straight guy to everyone else around.



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  1. BeirutBoy / Feb 2 2013 2:11 PM

    ” Do you remember when you used to hear all of your friends stating how big are that woman’s boobs and how fine is her pussy?”

    Uhhh..unfortunately I do.

    This was a good read. Thanks for writing…


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